I don’t know. What I’m feeling is really stupid. there are problems I could be worrying about other than this. I love Volleyball. I really do. The thing is, I’ve never really played in a team, let alone a club team. (which my parents pay for). My first day of practice started off okay, until it was time to hit. if you don’t know what that is in volleyball, it’s what most people call “spiking”. An offensive attack towards the team on the opposite side of the net. My position is middle. ( note: try-outs sucked, don’t know how I made it. my height, probably). But compared to the other Middles, I’m freakishly short. Anyways, it was time to hit and that’s where everything went downhill. I messed up on everything, my timing. EVERYTHING. ( didn’t help that one of my teammates is rather cold and distant. plus, maybe a s***-talker). I felt like I wasn’t meant to play it. though i did have some decent plays, nothing compared to those i was with. I don’t know. I feel like s***. Im starting to dread going to practice. I still love the sport. Lord please help me.
