I wish I had committed suicide back in high school.. I had so many friends and I adored just the sight of their faces. Now we’ve all scattered to the winds, and I’ve failed worse than all.. from a former club president and english prodigy to a suicidal cripple who rarely leaves home and just gets screamed at by her roommate.

I’ve wanted to die since middle school. I’ve attempted suicide twice on my birthday not even 5 years after graduating school.

I wish I had taken my life back then, at least then I’d feel like people cared enough to show up at my funeral and say goodbye.

I’m so sorry, everyone… I can’t seem to stop letting everyone down. And I’m too much of a coward to do it properly. I’m just a failure on every last front