By pure chance I met a girl online which I really liked, and we spent hours chatting every day for over a month. It was amazing chemistry between us and we sometimes chatted until three in the morning. It was an amazing experience. We exchanged pictures and in the end we also started to dirty talk after realizing we both liked it. She lives on a different continent than me.

She confessed to me one day that she had fallen in love with me, and I confessed I was in love with her too. I really, really was. She was all I could think about, all day every day.

One day she wanted to stop chatting and instead use another service so we could see each other and voice talk, because she felt it was becoming serious and that we should try to meet for real. She called me all kinds of cute names, and I did the same. I was totally lost in her.

I cut her off and stopped talking to her because I am 15 years older than what I was in the pictures I sent her. I am actually over twice her age (25 vs 51) and can’t face it if she finds out that I lied.

I am a total dickhead and a creep, and I am really ashamed over playing with her feelings like this. I am still in love with her which makes it even worse.