I’m a bad person and I retreat a lot and I’m gonna change I promise myself that I love you mom. God give me strength.
I’m going to commit suicide this weekend sometime… I’ll definitely be dead by Tuesday morning next week. Today is Friday, October 30, 2026. Good bye. My life was great up until I had it destroyed by lies that destroyed my reputation, my career and all the relationships that mattered to me in life. Yeah accusing and prosecuting someone and getting them convicted over b******* lies does have consequences. Hope you can live with yourself whoever destroyed my life. I love my family and friends but I can’t exist like this anymore.
I kept this secret for twenty years. today I need to share this. I was 15 years old and was visiting my grandparents due to my parents were out of town. One night after a long day of riding atv’s. I was taking a bath. My Grandma came in the bathroom. Sat down next to the tub. Reached down under the soap suds and said let me help you clean everything. I felt her hand wrap around me. Her hand was very soapy and slid up and down on my young D_____K and it became very h*a*r*d . I was scared at first, but I finally enjoyed it.