I’ve cheated on almost everyone I’ve ever been with because I keep falling into relationships where I’m trapped and afraid and cheating feels like the only way out. It fills me with guilt but then I feel angry because I know how much they all wronged me, too. I know I should of called it off with them, but I was terrified, often feeling alone, abused or neglected in the relationship despite trying to work on things. I can’t justify my actions, though. I hate being this way, as much as you all hate me. I’m sorry.