i am a christian who looked at you tube videos of women in thongs in s******* stimulating poses. I think often those are more stimulating than outright n*****. I also looked up s** stories to get stimulated. I do believe that doing those two things was sinful and harmed my relationship with God and man and myself. I regret it and believe that there is a principle where if I confess my sin (even in this anonymous manner) God can work with that and give me release and freedom and wholeness. The days since I did this I have not been right….all ready to get offended, to lose my “balance”, to get discouraged and hopeless. So I confess my sin and ask for forgiveness from God through the sacrifice of Christ. I plead with the sinner in the new testament “God be merciful to me a sinner” and I know because God is merciful i will obtain mercy and because Jesus died for my sins i will have forgiveness of sins. Thank You God. I urge anyone who is reading this to believe in God and Jesus and look to Jesus for forgiveness of sins and grace to not continue in that sin.