I was disrespectful angry prideful ungrateful selfish impatient threatening argumentative defensive afraid decietful irresponsible immature insecure paranoid worried I masturbated repeatedly and used mind projection indicating to women where I work and otherwise that I’m a sissyboy who likes women to sodomise me with s****** dildos while I wear women’s clothing and I used female noises and facial expressions and engaging in homosexual activities and I smoked marijuana and I work in the medical field and I used profanity and I was lazy arrogant faithless impatient and I lied and stole things