I can’t look at my friend anymore…..
Something’s changed over the past few months, I can’t even look at pictures of him anymore. We’re online friends so he doesn’t know, we message each other just fine, but I can’t look at him. I get this weird feeling, like I want to run, I feel so panicked. Very recently I’ve been getting this same feeling when we do private calls. I don’t know what to do, and I don’t want to talk to him about it, I don’t want to ruin our friendship, but I’m afraid this will if I don’t do something about it