I am 41, married with 3 kids. I haven’t been able to pay rent for two months. I am unemployed and my small business has failed. My wife is in an unpaid internship that keeps calling her in to “cover” for paid employees. I don’t want to die but I don’t want to live like this. I’m afraid of calling a help line because I know they have to contact CPS if they think I might harm myself. I’m going to loose my kids and my home.