Female teen. I’m no and my boyfriend knows that. My first time was with and ex guy whom just use me when he had a girlfriend. I don’t really find guys supper wow. Before when I was growing up I thought I had to like them and so I did I fantasized about them. But I always found myself looking a bit to longer at women’s bodies. I always tryed to not make it obies for some reason. No I know how I feel when I see them but I’ve never been with one. I love my boyfriend but I want to try and be with a girl. Like I really want to know how it feels to be with a girl. As for my boyfriend we haven’t had s** yet and I’m supper happy about that cause I want to wait a little but I’m not sure if the reason I want to is because of time or cause I just don’t like men like I thought I did. I’m a bit confuse about my s******** cause I love my boyfriend so much but I really want to have s** with a girl. Every time I get h**** I just can’t see myself doing it with a guy. And I just really want to try it with a girl. An sit breaks me inside cause my boyfriend loves me as much as I love him and it scares me that I might hurt him. I’m just so unsure. He want me to go with to live in the US and im scare this feeling won’t go away cause I want a future with him. I see myself having a family with him but my imagination wants to be lesbian. It s**** and it hurts my chest to think about it.
Some times I wish I had s** with a girl just to test it before getting with him and I hate myself for it.