i’ve been lying to my father for years now about my life. ever since my mother divorced him she tells me to lie about what im doing or when im available. he thinks i still live in a house i moved from 4 years ago, and he still thinks i sleep in the same bed as my mother. he doesn’t know i have a baby sister now, he doesn’t know anything. i don’t deserve him as a father, even if he was a s***** alcoholic dad he tried his hardest. sometimes i wish his alcoholism would just take him already, so he doesn’t have to keep on living his painful life with s***** children. he should be in heaven.
