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I have been in a relationship for 11 years and we are living together not married. It went to a point where we discuss about the wedding and he doesn’t seem to get an interes. He keeps asking me back “when do i want?” In short, nothing happens. We do not have the same plans and directions. I went on vacation to my place to spend time with my parents. We had a horrible argument. It was bad. I was hurt with what he said though i might have hurt him too. We didn’t talk for a while. I met my old classmate and we dated. I have been talking to this person before i went on vacation.We spent time often and he confessed that he loves me eversince. He said he just didn’t get the chance and i had a boyfriend. First meeting. He was aggressive butbi won the battle to control and we didnt have s**. I am not officially separated and i feel that its not the time to commit with someone else. This person knew i had a boyfriend and i told him about the situation.He’s willing to wait and we made a deal that we will see after a year and talk about it. Whenever I am ready and he is then he will marry me. Ironic! I have been waiting to get wed with this guy of 11 years and nothing happens, then after 18 years i met my classmate and told me those things. Which i do not believe immediately. 2nd meeting, we had s**. I have been managing this feeling to avoid the temptation. I knew in myself that if i dont love him i wont give in. But i did. I made a clear discussion with him that its just s** and we are in commitment and that he should stop acting like a boyfriend. Oh no, but we are still talking while i am with my bf. I tried to talk to my bf and tell him that we should separate and he’s not giving up. He said he wants to consider a lot of things yet. Looks like in progress. I told myself to just keep the secret, until maybe its time to make a decision. No. I am not playing. I love my bf. But i feel that i love this another man too. And i like the way he do things for me but i am still in doubt. I want to give myself a time to decide. But everuday, i am feeling guilty. I sometimes tempted to tell my bf but i keep crying and cant imagine yet that we will end up this way. I want to get separated in a manner that im not gonna hurt him. Like i wish he would find a girl or flirting so when i caught him i can let go og him no matter how painful it could be. Hes been loyal to ke, thats all i know unless he has kept secrets too! Because if do, for sure he might have one. The guilt is killing me everyday. I need a helpful advice.

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One of my mom’s sisters came down to visit her and my mom had a doctor’s appointment and she laughed and my aunt came into my bedroom and she started telling me about her catching her husband with the daughter and I said are you kidding me she said no and so I asked her well what are you going to do about something like that she says well I want to get back at at him for doing that and my daughter I wanted you know get back at them for doing that and I said do they know that you know she goes yeah I walked right in on them right when he was coming inside of her and I said really she goes yes and she said that’s kind of the reason why she’s down here visiting my mom just to get away and I said okay and I said what do you mean get get back at them she says well I want to have s** with you and I looked at I said what and she said yeah. Then I asked you I said does my mom know about this and she said well your mom told me that you and her have been fooling around since your father died and I wanted to have some s** with you myself and I said it’s okay and so she just wrote right in front of me and I never thought my aunt this Aunt anyways would do something like this with me and and so I just wrote and she’s just sitting on my bed right in front of me naked and so I started kissing her and started getting it on and I ended up f****** her and coming inside of her and she says we need to keep doing this until you get me pregnant and I should have what and she said yeah I want to get pregnant by you. I said Mom knows about this and she said yes. So me and my aunt pretty much had s** every day twice a day sometime. She was here for almost a whole month and we did it every single day on the day twice sometime and we both are enjoying each other s******* doing a little bit of k**** things now and then and she was really enjoying me shooting my sperm inside of her she said every time that I did to put it so deep inside of her that she would get pregnant. I got pregnancy test done and she was pregnant when she left here going back to her husband and her daughter so he would know that he was doing the same thing that he was with cheating on her with their daughter and pregnant with my baby inside of her I know he didn’t really care for me at all that’s why she wanted me to do it with her and have s** with her she got really good at it and k**** too on some of the things that we used to do I tied her up a few times really enjoyed that cuz I can do anything I wanted to and I did I made it s*** my c*** a lot and then stick it back inside of her when I was done about to come just to make sure we got her pregnant before she left.

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