Back in October. 2018. I walked up on a neighbor that lives behind us. I told her how my wife has had ex with me in months (truth it was 3 months) then I told her I was suspicious of being cheated on (truth but come to realize it was a lot of insecurities) asked if she wanted a F*** Buddy and pulled out my p**** to try and get her to touch it. She pulled it then I asked if she’d love a taste she sucked me off for about 10 seconds but it was the best feeling I’ve ever had.
Made me realize my wife never actually did it right and now i crave a real b****** from anyone male or female at this point. To have one to completion. But I don’t want to lose my wife. I need help. And I want her to forgive me.
