I’ve been blowing my coworker (D) for 5 months several times a week. I’ve had s** with my friend (A) off and on for the past two months. Just last week I had s** with another one of my friends (P) who my friend (M) has a romantic interest in. To make matters worse, I’m married. All these people know each other and my husband but none of them know about the others. This could easily get out and ruin my life. But I don’t want to stop.