I accidentally fell in love with my best friend's boyfriend, and now I can't bear to be in the same room with either of them for more than 5 minutes

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I accidentally fell in love with my best friend’s boyfriend, and now I can’t bear to be in the same room with either of them for more than 5 minutes because of how guilty I feel about it. Neither of them know about how I feel, no one knows except for my cat and now a bunch of strangers on the internet, but it’s still eating me up on the inside. I want them to be happy, of course, but I also want to burst into hysterical tears every time someone so much as mentions them. I know my best friend is catching onto me avoiding them, and I don’t know what I’m going to do when she confronts me about it.

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