I have been emotionally, physically and mentally abusive towards my boyfriend. I have cheated, lied and stilye from him. I took up all his time and became an anti social drug user and bring him along. All my money I ever made went to drugs. Once I was out of money and drugs I would go on a chat line and meet random men for s** and drugs. I have been negative and always ready to argue. I was never wrong. I have become a demon and terrified and make those around me uncomfortable. He never deserved this and I never deserved him.
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Y u did that
I would just like to throw a collective fuck you from men and women in general. Its a shitty thing to do. And he is just as bad for pitting up with your shit. Tell him to grow some balls and dump him. Its the best thing you can do for him. No matter what he sais he will never forgive you or himself so let him move on from you and find someone who loves him. Don’t say you do or ill put a bullet in my brain. That’s a fucking lie
its great that you can confess that even if what you did sucks. what do you want from your life?
Find a 12-step program. Get help. Make amends. and Be good to yourself so you can look at yourself in the mirror.