I don't get it. I'm not at that super low I was two years ago when I was depressed and thinking of ending it, but I'm still apathetic. Why the fuck? I

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I don’t get it. I’m not at that super low I was two years ago when I was depressed and thinking of ending it, but I’m still apathetic. Why the f***? I don’t feel all the symptoms anymore, I don’t feel that weird fog that didn’t let me feel anything, but I’m still sort of apathetic.
My dad told me to go to a therapist, and even though I know it’s not true, I still think therapist are were weak and crazy people go. It’s not true, but how do I get rid of that idea? I don’t know what to do anymore, nothing interests me much.

I’m going to college next year and if this keeps up, I might have to end it, because my life doesn’t seem to be getting better and I don’t want to disappoint anyone anymore.

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