I have an eating disorder (bulimia) and my housemate/ best friend doesn’t understand quite how it works. I’m also poor as f*** and leaning on her for small bits of food, but instead she keeps cramming me with takeaways just to make sure I eat. It’s fueling my disorder cause I feel terrible after eating crap and I feel like I’m wasting her money. It’s so hard and painful to explain but she’s my biggest trigger and I hate myself for thinking that and letting it happen and get between our friendship.
