He is everything i was waiting for my whole life, unconditional love, caring, funny, understanding, good in bed, educated… but he is 2 inches shorter than me and earns way less… I think that’s why I am not attracted to him. I cant imagine introducing him to my friends and family. I feel so shallow. I feel like the most horrible human being on this planet for not loving back this sweet sweet man. All my life I was this progressive liberal woman, who didn’t care for looks and doesn’t need a man to pay bills. But i am slowly realizing that it matters… looks and money…It bloody matters. Searching for things to dump him over, and hoping karma whoop my a**. I deserve it.
