I have always had a strong and stable faith, a year ago in eighth grade I liked this guy (who is now my best friend) but he changes me forever, for the worse. He exposed me to stuff I thought that people my age lied about doing to seem cool. He asked me to send nudes and I thought if I just sent a few he would like me and date me and then I wouldn’t send them anymore but I ended up sending a lot and then after him when someone would ask, me being a people pleaser, would say yes. I haven’t even had my first kiss yet but I’m having a really hard time stopping and saying no to people when they ask. I was told that to be healed for my sins I need to confess them. I can’t tell the people I wanna tell because I know how they will react because I haven’t really changed and I always surrounded myself with people like me and I know how I would react In that situation I know my mom will take away my phone and the little freedom I do have I just need to stop I’m getting better but it’s still hard.
