I'm happy for them. I really am. But when am I going to find love? :/

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I’m happy for them. I really am. But when am I going to find love? :/

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hey guys,
been a while, i’ve not posted in over 3 years madness i used to post every week, honestly got in a relationship out of it thrived and then bottomed out currently derealising my way through my busiest summer to date. love it though you’ll be happy to know i’ve finally travelled! amsterdam, morrocco, paris and soon tenerife im loving it, it’s kind of weird reading all my old posts from when i was literally a kid with the same stupid ‘just another fucked up teen’ tag and how genuinely obsessed i was with every little relationship i had (btw to whoever posted my name and that im ‘managing well’ text me dawg cuz very few knew about this little hobby, but yeah idk i’ve been smoking weed daily for 3 years major love hate relationship there, my most recent (proper) ex oblitorated any unearned confidence so currently approaching my year of celibacy (turned 18 15 months ago) lowkey so peaceful and also SO BORING just want a boyf who smokes and drives :0 enough yapping about how depressingly lonely i am and more about how to gain game back after being convinced ur the epitome of chopped??
if you’ve read this far seriously gimme some advice (my little :)(: will be checked to only way to make sure i see lol)
but peace! hope ur chilling and if ur not go smoke a fat bifter LOLZ

– your favourite not so fucked up adult???? L :)(:

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I used to go online, find girls to have online relations with. I was a teenager. It started from the start of high school, when I was 15. At worst was F, that was my bottom barrel. It was gross. I don’t know how old she was but she was younger. It was near the end, during the pandemic. I was older, she was younger. I don’t know how much younger, but I was 16 I think. She was younger. Like 2 or 3 years younger, I dunno? It was gross of me. I regret doing it but I fear my regret isn’t because of how I hurt someone, took advantage. They were ok with it in the moment, we were both on the same hookup site. But I was gross. No question about it. There was T too but that was a 16-18 age gap. I deleted the accounts. I was just gross.