There are two lesbian girls I know, one of them is my best friend's colleague and the other one is my colleague. I found out they were both single and one

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There are two lesbian girls I know, one of them is my best friend’s colleague and the other one is my colleague. I found out they were both single and one of them really liked the other one. So, I wanted to introduce them to each other. I’ve sent my best friend’s colleague a messasge, without knowing that my best friend already told her about my colleague who has interest in her, leading the conversation which resulted in me finding out what my best friend told. But then I did the most stupid thing…because my colleague was panicking and feeling anxious, to ease things, I told my best friend’s colleague that she should first contact my colleague cause she’s an introvert….but guess what they’re BOTH INTROVERTS and she reacted quite negatively in the end agreeing to be the first one to send a message. Finally, she didn’t contact my colleague, I mean, straight away (5hrs have passed). I think fucked up a potential love story or maybe not? Only time will tell…the only thing I know righ now is that I feel like the worst p************. I was only trying to help…I guess I shouldn’t push things too hard, sometimes they’re not meant to be.

New Confession

You know that day you told me how you thought you were in love with me? That you were anxiously waiting to tell me how you feel? Well, I was feeling that way too. I’ve been feeling like that this entire time. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you in the moment. I didn’t know how to process it. I still don’t. But you make me feel so incredibly different. It’s uncomfortable, uncanny and here to stay. You make me want to be a better person in the hopes that we make something beautiful.

But what’s really holding me back isn’t my fear of intimacy. Or the fact that I’m completely avoidant. What holds me back from embracing this newfound love is her. I look just like her. My middle name is hers. We have the same interests, the same smile, the same everything. I understand you’ve known me longer than her, and that you liked me before you even met her, but I don’t know. I’m scared that you only like me now because you see her in me.

I appreciate the rekindling of our friendship, it means so much to me as it does to you. But I’m afraid of these feelings we have for each other. I really do like you. I would go as far as to say I love you. But I’m scared that you only love me because of her.

I’ll say what I would like to say to you here.

Being around you is such a privilege in my life. I understand that you think you’re indebted to me, but honestly, it’s the other way around. You’ve shown me that I’m capable of a love that I don’t want to run from. You are so generous, and hilarious, and incredibly handsome. To rekindle with you has been such a rollercoaster, and I never want to get off. I just hope that you like me for me, and not who you see in me. I really really like you. It’s making me freak out. I don’t know what to do with these feelings. I’d like a life with you.

But naturally, I can’t bring myself to say this to you face to face. Even if you wear your heart on your sleeve.

I like you so much. I’m sorry I’m scared.

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I used to go online, find girls to have online relations with. I was a teenager. It started from the start of high school, when I was 15. At worst was F, that was my bottom barrel. It was gross. I don’t know how old she was but she was younger. It was near the end, during the pandemic. I was older, she was younger. I don’t know how much younger, but I was 16 I think. She was younger. Like 2 or 3 years younger, I dunno? It was gross of me. I regret doing it but I fear my regret isn’t because of how I hurt someone, took advantage. They were ok with it in the moment, we were both on the same hookup site. But I was gross. No question about it. There was T too but that was a 16-18 age gap. I deleted the accounts. I was just gross.