i think i just realized that i might be an insensitive dick. roughly 5 hours ago, my half-sisters sister posted something concerning about her brother,

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i think i just realized that i might be an insensitive d***. roughly 5 hours ago, my half-sisters sister posted something concerning about her brother, something along the lines of ‘id do anything to hug you or see you smile again’ (from her words, it seemed like the brother was only injured or pretty sick) etc. and then, about an hour ago my mum told me that he just died. she was in tears and sniffing and just looking over all terrible but i felt nothing – absolutely indifferent, maybe a tad down because of all the bad news racking up. she told me that i would go through stages – the first being shock, etc – and that if i needed to talk to her, she’d be there with a hand on my knee and hugging me and being comforting. but, i just… feel nothing about it. ive always been terribly shy and anxious and the brother and i have said like twenty words to each other so we never really got to know each other. oh, and my sisters, aunt died a couple weeks ago – again, we knew each other but not well.
as well as this, a couple months ago, my cousins big brother (so, my cousin) committed suicide and what do you know, the most i felt was concern for my cousin – who was basically a older sister to me.
maybe, im still going through shock?

god, the world today. bad news each and every day.

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My daughters boyfriends uncles grabbed me coming out the door. They pushed me into a nice Escalade and told me were going for a ride. They took me to this place far away from anywhere if they chose to they could kill me and no one would find me. I was threatened by the kid he told me about his uncles and what they could do. I was scared shitless. Wondering what was in their mind. They told me they heard the stories and they were disappointed. These guys were muscular they worked out they were threatening figures. We arrived at a house away past the Forrest. Behind the mountains. Real high up. We went into a closed private room with a tv set and a couple of seats. Through his phone he set up a double chat with his nephew and my daughter was with him. They talked as they explained I was there with them and they would get to see everything that’s about to happen.
They told me to strip, socks and all.
They then cuffed my arms on the wall spread apart and same with my legs. They detailed my hole body part for part degrading in verbal abuse every failure compared to their chilled perfections as men. My daughter was watching all this abuse I was experiencing as her boyfriend kept telling her baby this is for you, payback for him bathing you and touching you when you were younger. It’s your turn to watch him suffer for what he did to you. They took off the cuffs and beat the s*** out of me wrestling style, made me go through holds of pain and suffering, total humiliation. Manhandling galore. Super exhibition galore. They totally humiliated my a**. When done they let my daughter talk. Dad you know what you did was worthy of this compared to getting killed. I still love you dad I told them not to they wanted to. All I could say was I deserved it. Then thanked her. Later on I’d see her in person not knowing if I could find the guts to show my face after an experience like that.

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I used to go online, find girls to have online relations with. I was a teenager. It started from the start of high school, when I was 15. At worst was F, that was my bottom barrel. It was gross. I don’t know how old she was but she was younger. It was near the end, during the pandemic. I was older, she was younger. I don’t know how much younger, but I was 16 I think. She was younger. Like 2 or 3 years younger, I dunno? It was gross of me. I regret doing it but I fear my regret isn’t because of how I hurt someone, took advantage. They were ok with it in the moment, we were both on the same hookup site. But I was gross. No question about it. There was T too but that was a 16-18 age gap. I deleted the accounts. I was just gross.