I recently broke up with my gf of 4 years. We were both in love with each other but there were too many issues and I think its mostly because of me. A lot

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I recently broke up with my gf of 4 years. We were both in love with each other but there were too many issues and I think its mostly because of me. A lot of issues came from her insecurity and it turned into other issues. She wasn’t like that at first but i did things or did do enough of some things to make her feel insecure and like i didn’t love her that much. At first we had a lot of s** but i died down. We rarely had s** but only because I turned her down. I think maybe me showing i have no desire for her or doing things like liking other girls pictures that were revealing, and messaging an old gf behind her back all happened because of my p*** addiction. She didn’t know that and I never told her cause that’s embarrassing. I didn’t even know till like last year. I had the p*** addiction before i even met her. I watched p*** at least twice a day and it just cause me to not want to have s** and I guess I was so used to how the girls are in p*** videos that I expected my gf to react like them but she didn’t so it would turn me off. Sometimes I would have s** with her because I was very in the mood. I messaged an ex behind her back but while we were on a break because I was looking to have s** with her because she would react girls in p***. My ex did moan and I did make her have orgasms but she wasn’t the type to make noises and talk dirty and moan loud. Also it got to the point where I would just think about p*** and couldn’t go without a day without p***. I don’t know if I should confess that to her. We are already broken up and I do need to work on myself and im getting better. I have watched p*** in like 3 weeks. I feel better but i still feel guilty and bad.

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My daughters boyfriends uncles grabbed me coming out the door. They pushed me into a nice Escalade and told me were going for a ride. They took me to this place far away from anywhere if they chose to they could kill me and no one would find me. I was threatened by the kid he told me about his uncles and what they could do. I was scared shitless. Wondering what was in their mind. They told me they heard the stories and they were disappointed. These guys were muscular they worked out they were threatening figures. We arrived at a house away past the Forrest. Behind the mountains. Real high up. We went into a closed private room with a tv set and a couple of seats. Through his phone he set up a double chat with his nephew and my daughter was with him. They talked as they explained I was there with them and they would get to see everything that’s about to happen.
They told me to strip, socks and all.
They then cuffed my arms on the wall spread apart and same with my legs. They detailed my hole body part for part degrading in verbal abuse every failure compared to their chilled perfections as men. My daughter was watching all this abuse I was experiencing as her boyfriend kept telling her baby this is for you, payback for him bathing you and touching you when you were younger. It’s your turn to watch him suffer for what he did to you. They took off the cuffs and beat the s*** out of me wrestling style, made me go through holds of pain and suffering, total humiliation. Manhandling galore. Super exhibition galore. They totally humiliated my a**. When done they let my daughter talk. Dad you know what you did was worthy of this compared to getting killed. I still love you dad I told them not to they wanted to. All I could say was I deserved it. Then thanked her. Later on I’d see her in person not knowing if I could find the guts to show my face after an experience like that.

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I used to go online, find girls to have online relations with. I was a teenager. It started from the start of high school, when I was 15. At worst was F, that was my bottom barrel. It was gross. I don’t know how old she was but she was younger. It was near the end, during the pandemic. I was older, she was younger. I don’t know how much younger, but I was 16 I think. She was younger. Like 2 or 3 years younger, I dunno? It was gross of me. I regret doing it but I fear my regret isn’t because of how I hurt someone, took advantage. They were ok with it in the moment, we were both on the same hookup site. But I was gross. No question about it. There was T too but that was a 16-18 age gap. I deleted the accounts. I was just gross.