i am addicted to p**********. I hate myself. I cannot stop from watching it. I am to the point that there is no way to stop, I am afraid my wife or someone will catch me and I will ruin my life. I got caught a work watching p*** on the internet and almost got fired. I pray to God every day and try to do other things with my time but as soon as I get on my computer I start watching BJ and p**** and s** non-stop, or if near a store I will buy p*** magazines and look at the pictures and masterbate. I hate myself. I love my wife and children and do not want to get caught, so please pray for me, please make my wife more s*** so I will not want to watch other people do this. But we will do this together so to take my mind off of it. pray to God for me, I do not want to harm myself as a last resort because this is a dead end. I will survive but I need prayer and help.
