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i am addicted to p**********. I hate myself. I cannot stop from watching it. I am to the point that there is no way to stop, I am afraid my wife or someone will catch me and I will ruin my life. I got caught a work watching p*** on the internet and almost got fired. I pray to God every day and try to do other things with my time but as soon as I get on my computer I start watching BJ and p**** and s** non-stop, or if near a store I will buy p*** magazines and look at the pictures and masterbate. I hate myself. I love my wife and children and do not want to get caught, so please pray for me, please make my wife more s*** so I will not want to watch other people do this. But we will do this together so to take my mind off of it. pray to God for me, I do not want to harm myself as a last resort because this is a dead end. I will survive but I need prayer and help.

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My daughters boyfriends uncles grabbed me coming out the door. They pushed me into a nice Escalade and told me were going for a ride. They took me to this place far away from anywhere if they chose to they could kill me and no one would find me. I was threatened by the kid he told me about his uncles and what they could do. I was scared shitless. Wondering what was in their mind. They told me they heard the stories and they were disappointed. These guys were muscular they worked out they were threatening figures. We arrived at a house away past the Forrest. Behind the mountains. Real high up. We went into a closed private room with a tv set and a couple of seats. Through his phone he set up a double chat with his nephew and my daughter was with him. They talked as they explained I was there with them and they would get to see everything that’s about to happen.
They told me to strip, socks and all.
They then cuffed my arms on the wall spread apart and same with my legs. They detailed my hole body part for part degrading in verbal abuse every failure compared to their chilled perfections as men. My daughter was watching all this abuse I was experiencing as her boyfriend kept telling her baby this is for you, payback for him bathing you and touching you when you were younger. It’s your turn to watch him suffer for what he did to you. They took off the cuffs and beat the s*** out of me wrestling style, made me go through holds of pain and suffering, total humiliation. Manhandling galore. Super exhibition galore. They totally humiliated my a**. When done they let my daughter talk. Dad you know what you did was worthy of this compared to getting killed. I still love you dad I told them not to they wanted to. All I could say was I deserved it. Then thanked her. Later on I’d see her in person not knowing if I could find the guts to show my face after an experience like that.

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