Reluctant lesbian relationship. I am a sophomore at Vassar. I moved into an apartment with three other girls. My roommate got me to admit I am a virgin. She says “Gold Star, so am I”. We go to the movies, she wants to hold hands. We do dress up, she does my hair and make-up. We are twinning with dress alike clothes. And she no longer sleeps in her own bed. I am plain, always a tom boy, never wore dresses, always the boy among my sisters. She wants longer hair, kissable lips, plucked eye brows, flower print dresses and sandals in the summer and heels and dresses to go out. She wants us to turn heads, make the boys lust for us then tell the guys to f*** off, over our bed she has two fairly large gold stars. I don’t know if I am ‘in love’, I don’t know that I will never marry a man, I don’t see myself beside her and never having children, I am a tom boy but I never thought I would never be a Mom.
