I told my family- who only want the best for me-I attended a job interview (for a decent job) today, but I really had a panic attack 30 minutes prior and

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I told my family- who only want the best for me-I attended a job interview (for a decent job) today, but I really had a panic attack 30 minutes prior and subsequently cancelled it. I told them I attended as it means fewer tough questions about my state of mind. I got mad when they started asking more detailed questions about how it went.

This interview was the 4th stage in a pretty lengthy selection process and it’s a great Government job. I want to stop being a loser and improve my life, but ironically dark thoughts and panic attacks keep happening whenever I get an opportunity to make any real progress.

FWIW: I’m still earning enough money juggling 3 crappy jobs to keep off social welfare. It’s not a work vs dole situation

New Confession

It’s amazing how quickly Oppositional Defiant Disorder (ODD) is reversed by castration. The most defiant troublesome boys are quickly transformed by neutering. After a few days they become obedient and submissive.

De-balling also solves other problems like compulsive mast.urbation, lack of focus, back talking, fighting, brawling and other unacceptable behavior.

Veterinarians know that emasculation works well to make farm animals manageable. It works on boys as well. I think Nikki should finish the job which will give that boy a better life. Re: My Mother had me chipped.

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