I couldn't find even a girl to go into,so i ended up putting into my mom during her sleep like 3-5 times in and out,jerking off while sleeping with her

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I couldn’t find even a girl to go into,so i ended up putting into my mom during her sleep like 3-5 times in and out,jerking off while sleeping with her and touching her v***** and inserting a nail brusher into her v*****,pulled out my finger and licked,smelt and sipped her p**** juice many times,tried taking pics of her v*****.(all these happened while she was in a deep sleeps),She is the only woman whom i have felt my d*** against a v*****,feels warm and wet on the inside + she is bushy so i even pulled a pubic hair out of her,She has small loose b****-firm long n****** and Her v***** smells and taste great with tightness and firm felt also.(Read and heard true stories of mom and son sleeping makes me feel less guilt).I did all these because of sexaul imaginations and as a way to punish her as she beat me all the time during my earlty childhood days (Real and loving mom tough).
I was caught finally and nearly kicked out of home,lucky my dad didn’t kill me (God’s Grace).Also found myself grapping my dad’s d*** one morning when i woke up from a w********.Was caught jerking off by mom,caught watching p*** in my teen age(11-14).
Even masturbated and lusted my neighbour’s wife who is elder than my mom by several years.
+i had s** with my cousin sisters,first when i was around 5-8years,next at around 11-13 years-ended up with two of them (real sister’s),next slept and sucked the n****** out of two of my neighbour girl friends,all happened during my childhood.again i was s******* assualted by two of my elderly male friends (one died past several years ago),they both tried to d*** in to my a**-their p****.I didn’t had any idea,it happened at the age of 8-11 (why did i ever allowed that).
I even forced my best friend into my evilness and we ended up having a deal where i f*** and fingers his mom(my dad’s younger sis) and he’ll do my Mom,search for chloroform in hospitals at night at the age of 7-10 years.
Now,i m grow up but feels like again my roomate is a gay! i tried to wrestle and grapple with him one day without wearing undie on the inside,rub my d*** around him over and over,he didn’t feel unconfortable,Guessing he’s probably a hairly gay or sissy man…Very good friend but feels unconfortable!
So many crazy things wrong with my life.
I even proposed my first g.f. to marry me at the age of 12.
Letting this guilts out makes it a little easier so just opening it out.
Even till today i don’t have a g.f or lady to sleep with,searching and looking for hookers but can’t find (location India….where many men,are virgins even at the age of 30’s)…m a Asian-Indian btw..
Oh..Can’t believe men like me exist (How does God manages ‘His’ grace and mercy towards me)
I deserve to be killed or burned and even my ashes washed to the toilet sink!!!

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I don’t think I’m going to survive much longer. I’m a failure, and I always will be. I’ll never be my own independent person and I don’t deserve to be. I should’ve gotten it over with years ago.

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I used to go online, find girls to have online relations with. I was a teenager. It started from the start of high school, when I was 15. At worst was F, that was my bottom barrel. It was gross. I don’t know how old she was but she was younger. It was near the end, during the pandemic. I was older, she was younger. I don’t know how much younger, but I was 16 I think. She was younger. Like 2 or 3 years younger, I dunno? It was gross of me. I regret doing it but I fear my regret isn’t because of how I hurt someone, took advantage. They were ok with it in the moment, we were both on the same hookup site. But I was gross. No question about it. There was T too but that was a 16-18 age gap. I deleted the accounts. I was just gross.