I am a happily married family man. Over the last ten years I have mutually masturbated with about 20 men, some more than once. I have even exchanged blow

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I am a happily married family man. Over the last ten years I have mutually masturbated with about 20 men, some more than once. I have even exchanged blow jobs with a couple of times. Usually the other guys where usually married too. I’m not attracted to men physically or emotionally but i enjoy the feel and sight of another hard c***. I enjoy the experience of getting naked with another man and c****** together.
I always feel guilty afterwards because I consider it cheating on my wife and tell myself I will never do it again, but always do.
If my wife ever knew, I’m certain she would leave me and would be deeply hurt. We have frequent s** ,usually great s**. She still enjoys still enjoys giving blow jobs, and even offers up a*** occasionally. We also have a great life and future together.

I feel so guilty betraying her and risking my marriage.

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I pay hung rentboys to whip my b*** and tell me I have a small d***. I can’t put this in the ‘guilt’ category because I really enjoy it.

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I used to go online, find girls to have online relations with. I was a teenager. It started from the start of high school, when I was 15. At worst was F, that was my bottom barrel. It was gross. I don’t know how old she was but she was younger. It was near the end, during the pandemic. I was older, she was younger. I don’t know how much younger, but I was 16 I think. She was younger. Like 2 or 3 years younger, I dunno? It was gross of me. I regret doing it but I fear my regret isn’t because of how I hurt someone, took advantage. They were ok with it in the moment, we were both on the same hookup site. But I was gross. No question about it. There was T too but that was a 16-18 age gap. I deleted the accounts. I was just gross.