I don’t know how I got to this place in my life but I have hit rock bottom. I was raised better than this. I came from a good home. My parents wanted me to go to college but I was too busy drinking and partying. My parents wanted me to find a good guy to marry but I was too busy being a wild girl and having fun. I got pregnant in my early twenties and guys weren’t into the extra baggage. I put those things off thinking I can do them anytime and now it is too late.
I’m unskilled and take whatever work I can get as a cashier, waitress or whatever will pay the bills. Guys aren’t interested in an old hag like me anymore. I can’t tell you how it happened but in a drunken stupor my daughter and I had a t******** with some guy.
I really fucked up my life and now her life too. It wasn’t supposed to be like this.
