There’s this girl I’m my class and I think I’m in love with her, I had my first kiss with her and we both confessed that we liked each other. The day after we kissed she texted me saying she’s not ready for a relationship right now and this messed me up and now I’m in a very deep depression and started self harming again, and I want to tell her who I feel but I’m afraid this will ruin our friendship. It’s awkward enough and I feel guilty because if I tell her I like her and that I cry myself to sleep every night because her she will hate her self for hurting me. I’m a girl btw
