Just being released from prison, it is understandable all my wife wants to do is have s** with me. I thought I’d want it with her, too. But I don’t. It’s difficult for me to say this, but I was raped in prison a few times. I don’t feel worthy to be loved by her. I don’t want her to find my scars. At the very least, I want to be checked for HIV/Aids and other STDs first before I make love to her. But I’m too scared of s** now, I don’t think I will be any good in bed anymore. And I don’t want to tell her what happened- what if she hates me? Or thinks I’m gay even though I’m not? Maybe she deserves someone better than me.
