I can’t stop thinking about the abortion
She would be 13 now
Me and my mother have been fooling around ever since my dad passed away and it’s been really nice with me and my mom having s** all the time but nobody around and we can do what we want to do when we want to do it and her sister came down to visit my aunt and she caught us having s** and I was kind of embarrassed and I got up and walked out of the room and my mom had a talk with her and she talked her into having s** with me too that was this morning and I’m waiting for her to come into my room now she said she was getting ready for me so I’m going to see what she’s got on and see what she wants to do with me I do want to have to go all the way with her to make sure she’s in tune with me and my mom so and I can’t wait for my aunt to come in and see what she wants to do with me I think she’s going to go all the way with me too so that’s what my mom said she came in and told me that she had a talk with her and she’s getting ready right now and she’ll be coming into my room really soon I can’t wait
Talk anout regretting on top of guilt. Ex wife was worried about what was going on after she sthpidly started trying to xontact the s** ciach/coordinator to f*** her again. She was burning me up with texts and calls. I finally told her the short form of what happened punitively and she at first sisnt seem to care. All she wantes to talk about waa him f****** her again. Welcome to the latest reason this is all so toxic. That while i had arranged it the whole mess was going to make it where i have no s***** outlet at all and only my body had paid the price for her obsession about this man f****** her again. That at least caught her attention. I tols her the bruises will take days or over a week to fade and j was still in serious pain. She kept asking and i told her i was not going to send her video she would have to aee wgat i meant in person. Conflicting for me because of pain anger and motive and pretty sure ahe only wants to see the video for the kick of it. Atm i could care if she comes over or sees it or i end up celibate bc of her.
