I just found out my best friend (who I’ve known for 4 years) is having s** with my crush.
We’re both 15. He doesn’t know about it, but I have a crush (as in actually more than just an infatuation) I’ve known for about a year and a half now. She’s beautiful, funny, above-average intelligence and sits next to me in one of my classes. By the way, the behind is th most jiggly and perfectly rounded I’ve ever seen, and leaves me thinking as hard as I can about anything else so as not to get, uh, excited.
They started secretly dating a couple months back, and every day after school, they would disappear for at least 20 minutes at a time in our band’s storage room, which is one of the most unused rooms in our school. There’s a bunch of stuff in the back and instrument lockers lining the sides of the room. I was having suspicions, and just today I decided to run and hide behind some shelves/whatever so as not to be seen as soon as school ended and wait to see what would happen.
After about 4 minutes, they came in, giggling and kind of roughhousing? Like playfully. (he’s shorter than she is.) After a minute, he started hugging her and feeling her all over. Like ALL over. They started kissing and I immediately felt sick to my stomach. Both people I loved, doing something I less than liked. I hate being jealous because, you know, good for him! But… I don’t know. Anyway, this goes on for a couple of minutes, with her laughing all the time and him groping her (she’s wearing skintight leggings) and slapping her rear. It’s as jiggly as I had thought. He reached into her leggings and whale tailed her pink p****** as she was laughing, and collapsed under him. He turned her around, d**********, taking off her leggings and started slapping her b***. She started shaking it. It was really s***, and horrible for me. She started moaning and it was hard for me to stay silent. Then he tried to take more of her clothes off, but she wasn’t allowing it, all the while laughing and saying “Not now! Not now!” which to me implied they had done it before. He was clearly hard through his jeans and started to hump her more aggressively. It continued for another minute or so, and then they stopped and got their clothes on. They talked for another minute and then she left, with him following about 2 minutes after. I needed a little time to process what had happened. I left a good while after and was undetected by either of them. His parents don’t know about it, and I don’t know if her parents know. Should I tell them? Should I join in? What should I do? It’s both erotically arousing and shockingly sickening.
I know I’m weak because I started feeling sick to my stomach writing this. I really dislike myself sometimes.
Like, dang. she is so hot. and oh man that was so s***. and my goodness i’m going to have to do something, I just don’t know.