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I left my wife for the other women. I sit now looking through our stuff, divorce papers she ripped up thrown about, and I’m trying to force a feeling. I spent almost five years with her. She deserves me to miss her. I go through her social media hoping to feel jealous or miss her. I cried tonight, not because I lost her, but because I am not a good person.
You deserved better. You deserve someone who will cry over YOU not them selves. You deserve someone who will miss you when you’re gone, who will cherish the moments with you, who will always choose you first day in and out, who will appreciate your sacrifice, who will ask nothing you can’t provide. You still want me back. I’m nothing to you. I may provide everything I didn’t for you for someone else but that isn’t a reflection of you. It’s a reflection of me.
You will know when you see this.
I wish I loved you every day unconditionally, you deserved that.

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