I would rather do heroin than get in another long term relationship. The attachment effect, and watching everything spiral downhill. What's the real

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I would rather do heroin than get in another long term relationship. The attachment effect, and watching everything spiral downhill.

What’s the real difference? You can’t control the other person, at least the drug meets your needs when you want it.

F***, sometimes the exchange is even more straight forward too. I got out light, no kids, not married. The ones I feel sorry for are the people who did.

What’s sadder? I’ve been 6 years clean after overdosing from H only once. What’s truly the greater evil?

Being naturally numb and miserable watching your life play itself out? Or having the choice to be occasionally numb on your own terms when you want it/need it. Jesus at least you feel good from the drug…

It’s an ugly truth, but a truth none the less. My advice? Save your money and buy pharmaceutical grade. You know what you get, and if you can control yourself and your habits your fine. The only time it gets you, is when it’s out of control or you OD. (Eating fiber helps too btw.)

The problem is not the base drug, it’s the other s*** that’s in it. Dealers got greedy and decided fentanyl would be fun for everyone. It’s only an epidemic because of the overdoses. If it was clean heroin life would be fine and dandy…

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i created you,
just to watch you suffer.

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