I often get infatuated with a lot of people. About a year ago, I developed a huge crush on this guy who's been in my class since we were kids but I never

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I often get infatuated with a lot of people. About a year ago, I developed a huge crush on this guy who’s been in my class since we were kids but I never felt attracted to him. I knew I will get over him as well, like I have done before so I didn’t fuss over it much. Just casually fantasised about him. One day, our class had gone out for a picnic and all the while he was staring at me and was always eager to talk to me. I was still in my infatuation phase. I felt so queasy in my stomach that I sort of flirted back. I so regret it now. If only I could just have stayed away from him. Gradually, we started talking more, trying to meet up whenever we can. I sort of felt good that a crush requited my feelings but I also felt guilty for leading him on. Before I knew, I was over him and my infatuation came to an end. I just viewed him like a normal friend now. This makes me sound like a monster who plays with feelings and maybe I am. I had several reasons of not being in love with him (don’t know if “love” even happens). I am heteroamorous bisexual but I am mostly attracted to girls. Even if I ever really “loved” him it wouldn’t have been possible, because we are of two different religions and being with someone of another religion is kinda a taboo in my society. This sounds harsh but he isn’t really my “type”. As days pass by, I get less and less attracted to him and I avoid him as much as I can. In my opinion, people like the feeling of being loved, no one ever really loves anyone. However
I also didn’t pull myself back because he’s a famous guy in school and I thought being liked by him would make me popular too. Moreover he had gone through a bad break up in his last relationship so I wanted to be there for him as a friend but he took it for something else. But I sort of led him on and now he has confessed to me that he really loves me, don’t know how much of it is true. I regret so much about my actions and feel sorry for him. I have decided to confess it all to him and I hope he finds someone who truly likes him.

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The Gist family of Ridge Road, Wellford, SC 29385 have lived free of others for 3-4 generations. They consist of promiscuous whores, ne’er do wells, fraudsters, and other dishonest types. They never paid for their property at all but relied upon other relatives to pay for their upkeep. They consist of Javant Gist, Laura Cates, Betty Ann Gist, Stanley Gist, Aleathea Booker, Samantha Gist, Tommy Gist, formerly Frances Booker(who also lived free), and other no good parasitic relatives. They engage in illegal behaviors. One is a known fraudster-she was fired for embezzling cash at work and even lie going to unclaimed funds to obtain money that isn’t hers. This family is poison. May they ROT IN HELL.

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I used to go online, find girls to have online relations with. I was a teenager. It started from the start of high school, when I was 15. At worst was F, that was my bottom barrel. It was gross. I don’t know how old she was but she was younger. It was near the end, during the pandemic. I was older, she was younger. I don’t know how much younger, but I was 16 I think. She was younger. Like 2 or 3 years younger, I dunno? It was gross of me. I regret doing it but I fear my regret isn’t because of how I hurt someone, took advantage. They were ok with it in the moment, we were both on the same hookup site. But I was gross. No question about it. There was T too but that was a 16-18 age gap. I deleted the accounts. I was just gross.