I have a s***** attraction to my friends kid. (15).

She’s known me since she was 4, and she trusts me more than her own dad.

The other night she broke down and told me all about how she got raped by her dad’s brother, and she explained to me that she was scared to say anything about it because he made her have an o***** while he was doing it, and therefore she didn’t think people would believe she didn’t want it and she’d be the one in trouble, and I couldn’t think of anything else other than how f****** s*** that sounded.

Since she told me I’ve just been in fantasyland thinking about going down on her, even if she doesn’t want it and making her c**. I know I’m fucked up, but holy s*** she’s a f****** tease and she doesn’t even know it. She’s 15, but she looks older. She’s immature but looks wise she looks 19, s*** as f***. I can’t get it out of my head. I’m jealous of him if anything.
I never would hurt anybody far less a kid and I’m not going to even hint at her about how much I love what she told me, but it’s still my favourite fantasy now