My partner has put me through so much, he cheated the first year we were together etc, all the while I have been 100% faithful and honest.
I gave him another chance and i love him to bits but if I could go back in time I would stop myself ever meeting him. I love him and want to be with him but also wish I could escape without ever thinking about him or seeing him ever again but I know that’s impossible so
Sometimes I cant help but wish he would just be killed in a car accident or something and then i would be free to move on and live my life.