I’ve never been happy mentally i started resorting to things i started hating myself for I was so lost I felt like I was in hell. I started with trying dresses and other things since my sister used to dance and I liked it but it felt wrong in a straight dude that’s just is falling into insanity what was wrong with me I kept asking I kept everything secret if anyone I knew ever knew any of this I feel like I’d reach a point in depression you don’t come back from