I was a virgin as of 2 hours ago. a colleague was hitting on my all day, i’m in a long distance relationship and haven’t seen my gf in over a year since she travels a lot. i’ve never had s** when we meet she cant stay for more than a day or two. tonight i fucked my colleague, i didn’t feel anything for her, i literally just wanted to loose my virginity. afterwards all i could think about is how i betrayed my GF, i feel horrible. Before i left my colleague asked me to come back i didn’t say anything i just shrugged off her question and changed the subject. i became the jerk i never wanted to be.