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I’ve been dating a boy for over 2 years.. we have broken up about a couple times and had a few breaks. I’ve been with him since I was 15, now turning 18. Since the start of ya hanging out it was just casual friends but I did find him very attractive. Although I also found his best friend very handsome and originally at the time if he were not in a relationship I would have tried to spark something with him, I did know him throughout elementary school. Anyways me and my current boyfriend ended up together but I’ve always felt attracted to the best friend. Fast forward to now I cannot get him off my mind every day he comes to thought which I know is terrible to say as I’m in a relationship. It’s not a perfect relationship which isn’t an excuse at all but I can’t help but feel something in my chest and the pit of my stomach when I see or think about the best friend whether it makes me one of the worse humans ever idk if this will go away. I may have to end things or just confess to my bf. I’m not sure, I don’t think the best friend would ever feel the thing I am, I’m out of his league and it just s**** having this on my mind every day. I’m confused.

New Confession

mY NEIGHBOR ASKED TO CAMP OUT. WE DID HAD HOT DOGS AND LISTENED TO MUSIC. THEM HE SHOWED A HUSTLER MAGAZINE AND READ THE STORIES. WE WENT IN TENT TO SLEEP AMD HE WANTED TO SHOW ME HOW HE LEARNED TO C** AND WANTED TO AHOW ME AND TELL ME HOW GGOD IT WAS. HE WAS PULLING HIS C*** AND IT D** HARDER I COULD SEE HIS BALLS MOVIG TOO. AFTER A MINUTE OR TWO I WAS JUST STARING AND HE CUGHT ME AND SAID YOU LIKE IT. I SAID I DONT KNOW IT SEEMS WRONG BUT I WAS GETTIM A B**** AND HE SAW IT. HE SAID I KNOQ HOW IT FEELS I LIKE THE GUY WHO SHOWED ME nd he then said let me see your and id howed him. he said stroke it so i did and i was so freaked. he said let me how you something. then pulled on my d*** head and then rubbed my spot between my c*** qnd a**. i was skiddish but it felt good. the next ttime he id it again then said rub his prostate spot while he jerks off dor 5 buk i said ok. it felt ok and as i rubbed i felt his throbbing he would spurt wight ti,es and shoot four feet. then he would always do mine free becuase he knew i liked it. next time he showed me how to fet the slippery precumfirst. we both had some on our tips and he said lets rub the tips together. we did and came instantly. he would look t my legs and said they wer nice. he wante to apoon me and j******* on ,y undies. he anuck ny in thw am NS IS IT WHILE I FAKED SLEEPING. HE DID IT THREE DAYS AND THEN NEW I WAS AWAKE AND TOLD ME. I SAID I DONT LIKE BFING BUT I GIT TURNED ON BY HIM GETTING HARD. HE AAid ok time for precum then offered 10m bucks if he could just rub the slick head on my bytt hole. i did and secetly it was nice. the net week he was really feisty and was really strokimg me. he said what about bjs i said nope. then he gave me weed that was laxed. he was turning me on. then says ill swalloq you ans make you c** then let me slide two strokes in that sweet a** girlfriend. the bj blew my mind then he precame and put oil on his d*** and we spooned. he could not fin me so i helped and felt the tip mo pain. he pushed and i ent back then i felt it an inch inside. i siasaid take it slow ND HE KIND OF IDID BUT PUSHED IN AGAIN AND I LET HIM IF HE STROKE ME TOO. I FELT HIM THROBBIMG BIGTIME THEN TOHOSE NUTS TIGHTENED AND I FELT HIM SPIRTING AND TRYING TO F*** FAST. IT FELT GGOD WHEN HE SLIPPED OUT AND I FELT THE C** DRIP OUT. THAT WAS IT. THEN WE MOVED AND ANOTHER NEIGHBOR TRIED STUFF. OMLY THE NEW ONE HD A REALLY NICE LOOING C*** IT WASS HANDSOME AND I LIKE WATCHIMG HIM YIKKES

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