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I guess this classifies as guilt? Last year I had met this guy, who’s now my best friend. We became close really quickly and I ended up with a huge crush on him. I figured it would never happen so I decided to just stick with being his friend. Another man I met and became close to had confessed to me at the beginning of this year and I decided my crush on guy A would never be more than that so I accepted. Guy B is a sweet great guy but he’s much older and I love him but I’m not in love with him. Anyway fast forward 7 months and A asks me out. A is only 2 years older and I still like him but I don’t think I can do that to B after all he’s been through with me. I haven’t had any prior relationships before this and I really don’t know what to do. On top of all of this they both we aware I was depressed and self-harming pre-confession, and they’ve both done a lot to help me with that. I just recently turned 18 if that means anything to anyone, can someone give me advice? Sorry for the long read and thank you in advance

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mY NEIGHBOR ASKED TO CAMP OUT. WE DID HAD HOT DOGS AND LISTENED TO MUSIC. THEM HE SHOWED A HUSTLER MAGAZINE AND READ THE STORIES. WE WENT IN TENT TO SLEEP AMD HE WANTED TO SHOW ME HOW HE LEARNED TO C** AND WANTED TO AHOW ME AND TELL ME HOW GGOD IT WAS. HE WAS PULLING HIS C*** AND IT D** HARDER I COULD SEE HIS BALLS MOVIG TOO. AFTER A MINUTE OR TWO I WAS JUST STARING AND HE CUGHT ME AND SAID YOU LIKE IT. I SAID I DONT KNOW IT SEEMS WRONG BUT I WAS GETTIM A B**** AND HE SAW IT. HE SAID I KNOQ HOW IT FEELS I LIKE THE GUY WHO SHOWED ME nd he then said let me see your and id howed him. he said stroke it so i did and i was so freaked. he said let me how you something. then pulled on my d*** head and then rubbed my spot between my c*** qnd a**. i was skiddish but it felt good. the next ttime he id it again then said rub his prostate spot while he jerks off dor 5 buk i said ok. it felt ok and as i rubbed i felt his throbbing he would spurt wight ti,es and shoot four feet. then he would always do mine free becuase he knew i liked it. next time he showed me how to fet the slippery precumfirst. we both had some on our tips and he said lets rub the tips together. we did and came instantly. he would look t my legs and said they wer nice. he wante to apoon me and j******* on ,y undies. he anuck ny in thw am NS IS IT WHILE I FAKED SLEEPING. HE DID IT THREE DAYS AND THEN NEW I WAS AWAKE AND TOLD ME. I SAID I DONT LIKE BFING BUT I GIT TURNED ON BY HIM GETTING HARD. HE AAid ok time for precum then offered 10m bucks if he could just rub the slick head on my bytt hole. i did and secetly it was nice. the net week he was really feisty and was really strokimg me. he said what about bjs i said nope. then he gave me weed that was laxed. he was turning me on. then says ill swalloq you ans make you c** then let me slide two strokes in that sweet a** girlfriend. the bj blew my mind then he precame and put oil on his d*** and we spooned. he could not fin me so i helped and felt the tip mo pain. he pushed and i ent back then i felt it an inch inside. i siasaid take it slow ND HE KIND OF IDID BUT PUSHED IN AGAIN AND I LET HIM IF HE STROKE ME TOO. I FELT HIM THROBBIMG BIGTIME THEN TOHOSE NUTS TIGHTENED AND I FELT HIM SPIRTING AND TRYING TO F*** FAST. IT FELT GGOD WHEN HE SLIPPED OUT AND I FELT THE C** DRIP OUT. THAT WAS IT. THEN WE MOVED AND ANOTHER NEIGHBOR TRIED STUFF. OMLY THE NEW ONE HD A REALLY NICE LOOING C*** IT WASS HANDSOME AND I LIKE WATCHIMG HIM YIKKES

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