I guess this classifies as guilt? Last year I had met this guy, who’s now my best friend. We became close really quickly and I ended up with a huge crush on him. I figured it would never happen so I decided to just stick with being his friend. Another man I met and became close to had confessed to me at the beginning of this year and I decided my crush on guy A would never be more than that so I accepted. Guy B is a sweet great guy but he’s much older and I love him but I’m not in love with him. Anyway fast forward 7 months and A asks me out. A is only 2 years older and I still like him but I don’t think I can do that to B after all he’s been through with me. I haven’t had any prior relationships before this and I really don’t know what to do. On top of all of this they both we aware I was depressed and self-harming pre-confession, and they’ve both done a lot to help me with that. I just recently turned 18 if that means anything to anyone, can someone give me advice? Sorry for the long read and thank you in advance