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I have potentially fucked up a perfect 4 year relationship. I am in love with my boyfriend and I think he is my soulmate. But I haven’t been single for more than a month or two since I was and now I am 23. I have spoken to my boyfriend about this but I don’t really know what to do about it since he is so perfect. Long story short. I met someone I had serious chemistry with and at first nothing happened but a few kisses. I never thought I would see him again so decided not to tell my bf. Then I ended up bumping into said person and swapping numbers. We met up and just hung out. Then kissed again. After this we decided to call it off. My bf still has no idea. Today we mey up again and basically ended up f******. Now I am so confused and I am feeling like total s*** for being such a b**** to this perfect amazing man of mine. No idea what to do. I think I need to not say any thing. I am a coward. And i am self destructing a special thing. I am such a f*** up.

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