I was s******* assaulted by a family member from the ages of 12 until I was 15. At the time I enjoyed it. But now I feel so guilty and repulsed by it, I’m scared to meet guys for causal hook ups or even to get emotionally attached. Rumours that “i was having an affair” came out in the family, but I denied them for over 2 years until they stopped asking me, I was shakes and degraded in front of everyone. I want to tell people again, but I don’t want to break down my family or expose myself like that ever again.

I’m a 20 year old gay man.

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