I kind of expected help form God, it didn’t happened and It doesn’t help my case, I’m a mormon and I’ve been doubting my faith for a couple of months now. It’s even worse because I recently came back from my mission. Also I’m kind of open with my s********, which my church doesn’t like for their boys.
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You’re showing independent thought and are doubting the lies you’ve been told. This is good! Have strength and break away from your childhood indoctrination.
It’s a good idea to start thinking about what you really believe in. Reading and listening to as many different opinions as possible can help you with that, but ultimately you should decide for yourself. If you research the problem thoroughly and it reaffirms your faith, then it’ll be stronger for it. If you come to some other conclusion, then you should believe in that instead. I won’t tell you what I think is right, but I do think it’s better to regularly question your beliefs than to believe anything dogmatically. I know it must be difficult to have your faith shaken, especially when you come from a religious community. As for the sex stuff, never apologise for that. Good luck to you.
I agree with the above comment.
I became an agnostic atheist a little over half a year ago, since I realized my prayers where not being answered.
I am still open to the possible assistance of a god, but do not currently believe in it.
I am straight myself, but I do not share the belief of the majority of the church.
Good luck. I hope you find what you are looking for.