When I was 13 I was in a room with a 6 year old kid (I’m a boy), I was so curious about how it felt like to do s***** movements with a girl, and I got so excited and then I did s***** moves with him thinking like I was having s** with a girl, we were both wearing clothes and I didn’t touch any s***** part of him or me, I just did the moves, then I got excited and masturbated (not in front of him, a few minutes after that when he started reading a comic book I started m***********, I didn’t want him to see that, that would be terrible), when I was almost c****** he looked at me, then I put my d*** under my pants again and left the room, then I finished m*********** in the toilet, since that happened I feel so sick, I feel like I’m a p********, but I didn’t get attracted by the kid himself, still I feel terrible, for doing s***** moves with a kid and m*********** with him inside the room, I don’t even know if what I did was a crime, I need advices and help, I’m killing myself with my own thoughts, please help.