Do you know how painful it can be when a slight love even from a girl who is just your friend makes you s******* aroused when you don’t want to be… By the way, it’s a boy.
I’m a recovering p***-s** addict and nowadays I think perhaps it’s better for me never ever to receive affection. Life’s already messed up and almost s*** at 26 years of age. Best to suffer alone- try hard being lonely and confess onto pages like this or a paper and throw it out…
Or maybe I could just talk to this girl about not hugging me ( I always love hugs in real) I really don’t know why? why? why? it’s this dark about just a simple hug… But yeah, one thing i do fear is if I confess- I might lose a good friend. That’s not all,… after that I will probably be blacklisted as a creep, perv, jerk, all those names- feels like tattoos on forehead naming me all bad…
These relapses are painful too…
Probably best to cut off from society, friends… just me.. keeping the poison to myself
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I have the same problem with a friend I know back in high school. Problem is Iām married with kids…..but she just gets me going.
Probably good thing to talk with your spouse, and then together you both talk to her…
Sometimes a good communication can resolve the most complex problems between persons~
You’re going to make a woman very happy one day. There is nothing i love more than a warm embrace with someone i really like. Just makes my body and my heart melt.
Thank you for believing… After confessing it out feeling a lot better š
I have also thought of telling her about it as she also knows about my recovery from addiction… so hopefully she will understand :”)
Have a Blessed life!~