I really want to tell someone the suicidal thoughts are back again.. I feel like my whole family of very few would be easier off without me and my

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I really want to tell someone the suicidal thoughts are back again.. I feel like my whole family of very few would be easier off without me and my problems to make them feel not happy… I want to tell everyone that some days, I feel like killing myself would make them happy, but I don’t want to make them even more stressed. None of it is their fault. So here is where I stay… Caught between two sufferings. I’ll never be able to make them happy, living or dead.

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I’ve just had amazing sᴇx with my fiancé. I didn’t tell him but I imagined that he was my brother (even though I’m an only child). We changed several positions. I was so ʜᴏʀɴʏ, I even let him ᴄᴜᴍ inside. Hopefully I won’t get pregnant.

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